hatred

hatred

my heart pumps hatred and evil into my blood
the brain is filled with guilt that stinks like dirty mud
who am i, if not a wretched mortal?
glass shatters by smashing a bottle.
isnt it human to commit a mistake?
why for it put my life at stake?
i am being looked upon like a dirty tramp
i was once called friendships champ
times have changed and my friends too
theres no one for me, not even a few
i’ll have to face the hardships alone
i’ll fail, i’ll die gallently like i shone..