sick of things

sick of things

everybody enjoys music,
but it makes me sad.
i wish i could do something
and also be glad.
people dont know
what are suffering and pain.
everything for them
is their personal gain.
i wish my friends
would understand though.
but they are a bunch
of a confused few.
life has been on me
a bit cruel
i am waiting to go back
and start a duel…