lost in myself
The reality is a simulation
There is no me, just a facsimile
The strings have been cut
There is no score of dignity
What have I become?
The mirror lies
The reflection is untrue
I am no longer myself
Things that I cannot undo
Where am I now?
Unwary eyes all around
None that look at me
I've been hiding inside
Waiting to be let free
Who is it that controls me?
The pain is there, here
Inside, deeper, it subverts
I can feel it, Always
I am so numb it hurts
How do I let it go?
Every morning is a fresh start
Waking up into a new existence
The me from yesterday
Ashes nourish resistance
When will I return?
Maybe I am lost, Forever
Maybe I no longer exist
Maybe I should forget
Maybe I should no longer insist
Goodbye...